creating the banner!!

attacked by lifes necessity to work i have been lately forced to neglect blogging...the wheels of my work load had conquered the so called time i spent for myself and drained creativity out of me...it had become the matrix that i could not escape from

finally after a fierce fight between me and my workload i managed to escape from the hands of the numerous contracts, presentations, daily routine...its not over yet!! i hear em say!!

the need for my survival and the addiction to empty the Male' shops has still forced me to cling to the money making machine..the survival tool which is linked to the workload..but i have squeezed sometime from my conquerer and managed to create the paradoX banner!!

phew!! energy draining out...need RED BULL who is supposed to give me wings to fly away!!

its a breeze...

its a breeze in the darkenss of night

just a breeze that caressed my life

caught my hand and kissed my soul

fearless nights

thoughtless dreams

though an illusion

seems so real

just a breeze in the darkest night

only a breeze ..its just a breeze

aaarGGGGHHHHH!!

this is exactly how i feel now!!

rolling eyes

cant hold on any longer..need to get out ...need to breath..need to see a human being who can talk my talk

panting..running...panting*

trapped ..trapped again!

knock knock noo answer again*

I have made up my mind...i am gonna quit ,...soon the day will come when i would no longer walk in the same road..when i would change my life !! when i can no longer be compressed or expanded to other peoples wishes.

soft sign ....looking out of the window to the slight ray of light